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im home finally for good.
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[27 Dec 2005|10:52pm] |
MY SOLUTION:
1. Work out
2. eat a mongoose
3. get drunk
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| my poem |
[23 Dec 2005|05:41pm] |
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"Guess Who I Am?"
I AM ANGEL white rocked like pearl-
If you crush me in your hands.
I’ll look like the great pearl from the desert sands.
I can make you love me,
I can buy all the beautiful things of the world.
Tell me what you want:
Cars, money jewelry, fashion, sex, or power.
I can make you rich-rich like the king of time,
Speaking of time, let’s not wait.
There is something I forgot to tell you-don’t misuse me-
Because I’ll creep into your veins like a thief in the night.
I’ll give you a fever like you never had, you’ll think that
You live in the hot desert sands.
I’ll mess with your bladder until you bleed.
I’ll mess with your mind until you can’t read.
I’ll make you starve like a beast from hell.
I’ll take your baby’s brain while your belly still swells.
I’ll creep into your mind, day and even night.
I’ll creep into your mind until I take your life.
I love you.
I can make you rich.
Don’t worry about the pain, just remember my name,
I am the devil’s medicine; I am the great crack cocaine.
-me
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[15 Oct 2005|10:06pm] |
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Well i gotta say its weird being home.... I didnt think that i would actually miss treatment... I though 28 days was going to be a hell of a long time, but it went by so fast. I really wish i could be home longer than just 2 days, but whatever, my hands are tied. i leave on monday for eaden prarie to go to a half-way house for a while, im not really sure how long, but i heard the average stay was 3 months! but i figure whats another couple months in the scheme of things. Its too weird being home right now, but i know its for the best i guess. On the lame side i get to go to a "sober" school titled "SOBREITY HIGH" just a classic name eh?
lol well im out
peace
oh ya... Happy birthday to me tommorow! 17!
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[28 Aug 2005|12:21am] |
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2000 oldsmobile alero (but it would be white)
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1996 Honda Accord (only it would be in dark bule/greenish)
1991 Tercel (in that color)
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[26 Aug 2005|03:02pm] |
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Two years ago, i would have never pictured myself to where i have gotten today. Ive acomplished alot of stuff, but lost so much respect. I wish i could erase everything i regret doing, but in life you learn from your mistakes. I want to take everything back but i cant. Here i am trying so hard to work on my not-so-good reputation. All i can do is try, but when people look down on me, its so hard. The saying "Never judge someone until you walk a mile in their shoes" I believe it. Take a walk in my flip flops for a day, do that and then judge me. I will admit, yes i have fucked up royaly, and im trying to work it out. Last night i hung out with Paige and Cassie, it was so much fun. i miss hanging out with them. But right now im just trying, so give me a break.
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[24 Jul 2005|09:01pm] |
It's your life, you say you need a change
Don't all the dreams we've seen come true mean anything
You say it's different now and you keep staring at the door
How can you walk away, don't I matter anymore.
If being free is worth what you leave behind
And if it's too late for love to change your mind
Then it's goodbye time.
If we had known our love would come to this
We could have saved our hearts the hurt of wasted years
Well it's been fun what else can I say
If the feelings gone words won't stop you anyway.
If being free is worth what you leave behind
And if it's too late for love to change your mind
Then it's goodbye time
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[17 Jul 2005|11:44pm] |
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I was really bored, tara i got this from you thanks!
(x) smoked a cigarette
( ) smoked a cigar
(x) made out with a member of the same sex
( ) crashed a friend's car
(x) been in love
(x) been dumped
(x) shoplifted
( ) been fired
(x) snuck out of my parent's house
(x) had feelings for someone who didnt have them back
(x) made out with a stranger
( ) gone on a blind date
(x) lied to a friend
( ) had a crush on a teacher
(x) skipped school
( ) slept with a co-worker
(x) seen someone die
(x) been to Canada
( ) been to Mexico
(x) been on a plane
( ) thrown up in a bar
(x) purposely set a part of myself on fire
(x) eaten Sushi
(x) been snowboarding
(x) taken painkillers
(x) love someone or miss someone right now
(x) laid on your back and watched cloud shapes go by
(x) made a snow angel
(x) had a tea party
(x) flown a kite
(x) built a sand castle
(x) gone puddle jumping
(x) played dress up
(x) jumped into a pile of leaves
(x) gone sledding
(x) cheated while playing a game
(x) been lonely
(x) fallen asleep at work/school
( ) used a fake id
(x) watched the sun set
( ) felt an earthquake
(x) touched a snake
(x) been tickled
(x) been robbed
(x) been misunderstood
(x) pet a reindeer/goat
(x) won a contest
(x) run a red light
( ) been suspended from school
(x) had detention
(x) been in a car accident
( ) had braces
(x) felt like an outcast
(x) eaten a whole pint of ice cream in one night
( ) had deja vu
( ) danced in the moonlight
(x) hated the way you look
( ) witnessed a crime
(x) questioned your heart
( ) been obsessed with post-it notes
( ) squished barefoot through the mud
(x) been lost
( ) been to the opposite side of the country
(x) swam in the ocean
(x) felt like dying
(x) cried yourself to sleep
( x) played cops and robbers
(x) recently colored with crayons/colored pencils/markers
( ) sung karaoke
(xxxx) paidfor a meal with only coins
(x done something you told yourself you wouldn't
(x)made prank phone calls
( ) laughed til some kind of beverage came out of your nose
(x)caught a snowflake on your tongue
( )kissed in the rain
(x)written a letter to Santa Claus
( ) been kissed under a mistletoe
(x)watched the sun set with someone you care about
(x)blown bubbles
(x)made a bonfire on the beach
( ) crashed a party and took their tap
(x)Have traveled more than 5 days with a car full of people
(x)gone rollerskating
(x)had a wish come true
(x)worn pearls
(x ) jumped off a bridge
( )screamed penis in class
( )ate dog/cat food
( )told a complete stranger you loved them
(x) sang in the shower
( )have a little black dress
(x) fucked in a park
(x ) had a dream that you married someone
(x)glued your hand to something
(x) got your tongue stuck to a flag pole
(x)kissed a fish
(x)worn the opposite sexes clothes
(x) been a cheerleader
(x)sat on a roof top
( ) had sex at a church
(x)scramed at the top of your lungs
(x)done a one-handed cartwheel
(x)talked on the phone for more than 6 hours
(x)stayed up all night
( ) didn't take a shower for a week
(X) pick and ate an apple right off the tree
(X) climbed a tree
(X) had a tree house
() are scared to watch scary movies alone
( ) believe in ghosts
( ) have more then 30 pairs of shoes
()worn a really ugly outfit to school just to see what others say
( x) gone streaking
(X) played ding-dong-ditch
( ) played monster in the bucket
(X) played chicken fight
(X) been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on
(x) been told you're hot by a complete stranger
(x) broken a bone
(X) been easily amused
() caught a fish then ate it
( ) made porn
()caught a butterfly
(X) laughed so hard you cried
(X) cried so hard you laughed
(X) mooned/flashed someone
(X) had someone moon/flash you
(X) cheated on a test
(X) forgotten someone's name
(X) slept naked
(x) French braided someone's hair
(X) gone skinny dipping in a pool
(x) been kicked out of your house
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[14 Jun 2005|10:45pm] |
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Well today i got a call from Cheaven wondering if i was coming to practice... well i thought it was 7:40, and it was really 8:40... i felt really stupid. That will never happen again.
So after practice i took Brea home, and then went to babysit Ceder... and as usuall.. it didnt go very well. Ya he cried all day. Its such a waste of my time. But i think i am going to tell them i half to quit babysitting there. Every day i come home with a huge head ache... its just not worth it. and plus they pay isnt that great anyways, but i do really like the people.
Jenna called me today, and wanted me to work for her... so i did. It wasnt too bad, John and Laura were there so it was pretty cool.
so ya pretty boring day,
tommorow is my relaxing day :-)
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[12 Jun 2005|06:25am] |
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Its been a while since i have updated:
So school is out. It is so amazing how fast this year has flown by, the first day of highschool seems like yesterday. Only two more years to go, but they will fly by, and they will be awesome. Summer practice starts on tuesday, I am kinda getting excited, it is going to be sweet being outside for practice, I am going to get so tan this summer! I really hope cheerleading works out with my work schedule, I think it will. I am guessing i will end up working the weekends... I hate that.
Work yesterday was a lot more fun that i thought it would be. I was scheduled to work on the Irvin. I love working there, its so relaxed, and Amanda was managing (coolest manager) and i ended up getting this sweet fleece thing. The day went by so fast. I got to work with Paige, i havent talked to her in so long, were gonna half to hang out this summer for sure. After work Alina and I hung out, shes a cool kid. I wish i would have started hanging out with her earlier.
TODAY: first day i dont half to work!! woo hoo!!! I got to sleep in today, but im up early. Maybe tommorow. Its so nice having a day off, i dont have to work, no babysitting, no chores (maybe cleaning my room) i wish it wasnt going to rain today, but not everyday is going to be perfect.
I love summer
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[23 May 2005|09:33pm] |
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I can't take it anymore. For the past two years i have been telling myself that it will happen, we will go out. You have been telling me that someday we will go out, someday we will be together. I am just so sick of setting myself up for a dissapointmet. I don't even understand why you do this. You have done this 3 or 4 times now, and i am going to be the bigger person and end it. I know i have said that so many times before, but this hurts more and more every time and i just can't keep doing this to myself. I wish you could understand how much pain you have caused me in the past 2 years, no idea. And the thing that kills me the most is, you could care less right now. And yes i am happy for you-like you said, a good friend should be. But, i can't do this to myself and more. 2 years ago today, yea like you would even remember. Well have a nice life, good luck in the future.
Im moving on.
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[10 May 2005|10:23pm] |
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X. Starting time: 10:24pm
X. Name: Paige
X. Nicknames: Chimp, Podge
X. School: Central
X. Eyes: brown
X. Height: 5'6
X. Siblings: Jay and Erik
X. Ever helped somebody cheat?: on many tests
X. Missed school b/c it was raining: no….
X. Set any body part on fire for amusement: no
X. Kept a secret from everyone: yes
X. Had an imaginary friend?: no
X. Wanted to hook up with a friend: no
X. Cried during a Flick: yea
X. Had a crush on a teacher: nope eh no….
X. Ever thought an animated character was hot: no….
X. Ever at anytime owned a New Kids on the Block tape: sadly yes
X. Prank called someone: lol, many times…. Many times
X. Been on stage: yea
------------------FAVORITES------------
X. Shampoo: Biologe
X. Colors: pink and orange
X. Day/Night: night
X. Summer/Winter: Summer
X. Online Smiley: J
X. Like anyone: yes
X. Known the longest of your friends: Ana and Kaleigh
X. Name your best friend(s): Margaret, Megan, Paige, Nikki, and Cassie
X. Who's the loudest: it depends….
X. Who's the shyest: none!!!!
X. Who do you go to for advice: Paige
X. Who do you cry to: no one
----------IN THE LAST 2 Weeks------------
X. Cried: yea
X. Cut your hair: no
X. Worn a skirt: no
X. Been mean: yea
X. Been sarcastic: yea
X. Missed someone: yea L
X. Hugged someone: yea
X. Fought with your parents: yes!!
X. Wished upon a star: no
X. Laughed until you cried: yea
X. Played Truth or Dare: nope
X. Watched a sunrise/sunset: no
X. Went to the beach at night: yes
X. Read a book for fun: I tried for like a minute, and then got bored
X. Ate a meal: yea
X. Are you lonely?: sometimes
X. Are you happy: yes
X. Are you talking to someone online: yea matt
------DO YOU BELIEVE IN....-----
X. God/Devil: GOD
X. Love: of course
X. The Closet Monster: no
X. The Big Bang Theory?: sure
X. Heaven/Hell: yes
X. Superstitions: some of them
X. What is your full name? Paige
X. Who named you?: my parents
X. Backstreet Boys or N Sync? N Sync for sure!!!
X. When was the last time you showered? This morning
X. What was the last thing that you said online? “good night”
X. What is right next to you?: my cellular
X. What is your computer desk made of? Wood
X. What was the last thing that you ate? This really good pasta
X. What is your favorite state?: South Carolina
X. Where do you want to go on your honeymoon?: Las vegas
X. Who do you want to spend the rest of your life with?: you already know….
X. How many buddies do you have on your list: the max I think?
X. How's the weather right now?: rainy
X. What did you do last night?: slept
X. What's the best thing that you find about the opposite sex? That they can fix anything J
X. Favorite hair color in the opposite sex: blond
X. Pizza or ice cream? ice cream
X. How do YOU eat an Oreo? whole
X. Dream car? Mercedes benz
X. What do you want to be when you grow up? A doctor
X. What are your future goals?: to be happy
X. Favorite music?: country and rap(sometimes)
X. Least favorite time of the year: WINTER!!!
X. Fast or slow?: fast!!!
X. Did you notice that number 90 was missing?: no
X. Do you like your name?: eh its alright
X. If you could change your name, what would it be?: Jill
X. Do you sleep with a stuffed animal?: no
X. Have you ever been in love? yea
X. What will your first son's name be?: Brett
X. Favorite drink?: kool-aid
X. Do you like scary or happy movies better?: happy
X. Lust or Love?: love
X. Do you consider cheerleading a sport?: yes
X. Do you want your friends to do this survey?: they wouldn’t
X. When's your birthday? Oct. 16th
X. How old will u be?: 25
X. Time done? 10:44
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[08 May 2005|02:46pm] |
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I would rather be happy than be right
WOW, i havent updated for a while! School is coming to an end, every year seems to go by faster and faster. Pretty soon we are going to be going to college, i dont even want to think about it. Cheerleading has been going really good. All the girls on the squad are so awesome! I cant wait for camp! I had to quit the car wash, pretty sad actaully. I really wish i could still get free car washes. I love working at the omnimax though. Im going to try to work both jobs this summer, or some other job besides the omnimax.
On thursday night, i left for ohio with andrea's family and brooke and cheaven. it was so much fun, i found out that i suck at card games all together. I didnt win at all. We went to the rock and roll hall of fame and did a little shopping. the next day, we went to cedar point, i was this really cool/scary amusment park! i had so much fun!!!
well right now i am going over to margarets house for a little bit, havent seen her for a while.
Have a great day!
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| "i wish i was a high-roller"~matt |
[21 Apr 2005|10:46pm] |
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For the past two weeks school has gone by so fast, its amazing.
I had my first cheerleading practice today, it was alot of fun. As of right now i am a backspot, and pretty soon i might be a base, jill is still trying to see what stunt groups should be where. I love all the girls on the team! There so awesome. This is going to be a great year and i am so excited for camp!
After practice margaret came over and we were really bored so we went to the omnimax and watched "mystery of the nile" and the first five minutes of the movie margaret gave me the funniest look. I think that was the most boring and lamest movie i have ever seen. I dont recomend it.
School today was alright, it was kind of cold out. But for lunch we discovered a new place to eat called daddios. it was good. 1 slice of pizza for a dollar. its my new favorite place.
Work today was alright, it wasnt very busy so it went by really slow.
+ i talked to jay today, i miss him. :(
its late, and im out
-paige
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| mmm.. popcorn with artificial butter! |
[17 Apr 2005|09:48pm] |
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Wow this weekend went by FAST!!!
I can't believe it is already sunday night! I know everyone cant wait for summer, BUT i think that i am the most excited person for summer. I share my passion about summer almost every morning on the way to school with paige and margaret. lol.
I started my new job this saturday! Im working at the omnimax. (i have had a lot of jobs) Its so cool, i work at the consesions and in the gift shop. And the coolest part of it, I kinda get to work with nikki. Well we kinda work with each other, i mean, well Duluth 10 and the omnimax are right next to each other, and we talk alot which is cool. I havent quit the car wash yet though, i want to, but then again i dont. I guess people think i have already quit. thats not good. I love working there, some of the people are really awesome and some arnt. And i love getting free car washes. But the omnimax does may a little more than the car wash. Having two jobs could be really hard to juggle though, i just dont know.
But on friday night, I hung out with margaret for a little bit, we went to the mall and then grabbed a bite to eat at pizza luce, it took us a while because i accidently ordered the wrong pizza (i feel really bad about that) after a delightful outing at pizza luce we went over to megans house and tried to win snoop dog tickets, we all had high hopes, but not a lot of luck with that.
Saturday i just worked, and after work rent called me and wanted to hang out, i stopped at his house for a little bit. I was going to go to splash but i was really tired. I went to walgreens and when i was getting out of my car this kid in the car next to me had a HUGE cut in his head and it was gushing with blood. (BTY this looked very intresting) so i asked what happened and he said someone hit him so i offered my help. Good thing i did because his friend and him had no idea what todo to, I helped clean up his wound and bandaged him up. It was pretty cool, i felt like a nurse. :)
Well today i worked a short shift and went home aroun 430. This girl that i babysit Heather came over, and i watched her, she is so cute. She is sleeping right now though. I am just waiting for her parents so come pick her up.
Well i hope everyone had a good weekend.
Have an awesome week!!!
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[13 Apr 2005|10:29pm] |
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I really dont like my journal setup. I had it really cool for a while, but i forgot how todo it. So if anyone knows how let me know. I would really appreciate it.
I havent updated for a while, so margaret told me to do it.
Spring break was really good. Las vegas was so warm, too bad i got sick though. Being sick on vacation blows. i hate it. But i bought a bunch of cool stuff. The weather was so nice, it was in the 80's all week. I didnt get that tan though. I cant stand sitting in school and having it be such a beatiful day out. Work today was fun, but it was "pick on paige day" I got a bunch of crap from lance and leonzal today, and a little bit from kevin. Our boss made this huge stupid deal of clean up jobs, so now we half to stay past closing to do them. But on a higher note, i start working at the omnimax on saturday. Im trying to balance both jobs because i like both of them. I had to take my biology test today, i hope i did okay, im still shooting for that 4.0
Tonight was fun, I got to drive stews car, and i only stalled it once!! i really want my new car to be a stick. its so much fun!
night
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This school year has gone by so fast. After spring break is over it is really going to go by fast.
This weekend was really fun, i love having that extra day (even though i had to work) I went to splash with margarer, eric, carson and victor. It was probably the best time i have ever had there, it wasnt that crowded there this time. But i guess that there was a fight there and word on the street is that splash has to shut down because there has been to many fights there. I really hope that it doesnt close down, i mean there are no hang outs in duluth, or any dance clubs until the summer.
I leave for las vegas on saturday!!!
Me and nikki created a new driving game. (see how many people can get pissed off at us. lol)
night
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Where i am spending part of my summer:
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| "I hate mini-vans, but i hate astro vans more"-joe |
[25 Mar 2005|03:57pm] |
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Wow i havent updated for a while. Nothing much has happened in the last couple of weeks. I got a 3.5 on my report card, but this time i am shooting for a 4.0, but every grading period i say that, so i doubt it will happen. Biology is the one thing that holds me back, I really half to try in spanish to get an A.
All i have been doing is working, i am really starting to get sick of this job. I really hope Paige, Margaret, and Cassie get jobs there; that woould be so awesome to work with them. Today i worked from 8-2, it was so busy-there was no way that i was staying until close. ya right. Im buying a new car, i havent decided on which one yet. either another toyota corolla, or a honda civic?? I will probably end up buying it this summer, i just need to save up a little more money. Its so nice outside today, Spring is on its way, i was watching tv, and they said next week the temperature should be up in the 50's!!!! That would be so fabulous!
Tonight my family is coming over for dinner because it is my Grandma's birthday, it should be pleasant.
Tommorow i really want to go to splash
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Bold the ones that apply to you:
01. I have a cell phone
02. I'm obsessed with new things.
03. I'm the youngest child.
04. I am a shopoholic.
05. I love my gauged ears.
06. I love wearing a lot of black eyeliner
07. I love Daquiris.
08. I love the weekends.
09. I can't live without lipgloss.
10. I can't live without music.
11. I lived in Tahoe.
12. I spend money I have.
13. I'll be in college for over 4 years.
14. I love designer handbags (Coach, Burberry, Louis Vuitton)
15. I get annoyed easily.
16. I eventually want kids.
17. I like the Backsreet Boys.
18. I have more than a couple horrible memories.
19. I'm addicted to Degrassi.
20. I am a person.
21. My first kiss was unexpected.
22. I start school on Jan 4th or 5th
23. I love taking pictures.
24. I hate girls who are fake.
25. I can be mean when I want to.
26. My dreams are bizzare.
27. I am bisexual.
28. I have way too many pairs of shoes.
29. I've seen "She's All That" at least 50 times.
30. I dress how I feel that day.
31. I love Charmed.
32. Sometimes I cry for almost no reason.
33. I hate when people are ridiculously late.
34. I procrastinate.
35. Winter is my least favorite season.
36. I have too many clothes for my closet/dresser.
37. I love to sleep.
38. I wish I were smarter.
39. I am the hottest guy
40. I have a lot of drama
41. No one knows my full story of my life.
42. I love my hair.
43. I sometimes fight with my parents.
44. I love the beach!!!
45. I have had the chicken pox.
46. I'm excited for the future.
47. I can't control my emotions.
48. I can't wait till New Year's.
49. I love the show 'Rich Girls'
50. I love my friends.
51. Christmas is my favorite holiday
52. I can be very insecure sometimes.
53. I have had a broken bone.
54. I hate ignorant people.
55. I love my laptop.
56. I love guys that play the guitar.
57. I state the obvious.
58. I'm a happy person.
59. I love to dance.
60. I love to sing.
61. I hate cleaning my room.
62. I tend to get jealous very easily.
63. I like to play video games.
64. I love John Mayer
65. I hate when I see animals/people getting hurt/abused.
66. I'm a vegetarian/vegan/don't eat beef.
67. I don't like to study for tests.
68. I love Play-Doh.
69. I am too forgiving.
70. I have a good sense of direction.
71. I like high school.
72. I have a talent of sweet talking my way out of things.
73. I don't drink enough to get drunk.
74. I love kisses on the forehead.
75. I love the color blue
76. I don't sew.
77. I am not addicted to drugs.
78. I love the Olsen twins.
79. I'm gonna try out for the softball team.
80. I become stressed easily.
81. I hate liars.
82. I like comfy sweatpants.
83. Bam Margera is AWESOME!!!!!!
84. I love the smell of fresh laundry.
85. I love my family.
86. I don't mind getting shots.
87. I am a perfectionist when it comes to certain things.
88. I always wanted to learn to play the drums.
89. I hate the feeling of failure.
90. I would love to have my own fashion line.
91. I can be quite selfish.
92. I still act like a little kid.
93. Above all, I despise dishonesty.
94. I can stay on the computer forever
95. I loVe music.
96. I wish I was more motivated when it comes to school.
97. I love getting stuff in the mail.
98. I have problems letting go of people.
99. I hate the feeling of being alone.
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